I know sometimes, I'm all over the place, and I personally feel like all I do is complain. I can't help but to harbor on the negative... I really do need to change. I need to start seeing the lighter side of things. I DO smile, I DO find pockets of Happiness.. It's not like this for Everyone? is ANYONE always happy?

Today I felt alone, today i felt betrayed, but most of all today i hated myself all over again.