Wasted

Time is such a funny thing.  I find, now that I hardly have any what HUGE commodity it truly is, and how much of I have wasted in my life.  Wasted on hate, wasted on people that don't deserve it, and wasted on frivolous things.  I actually sat down today to try and plan out my days, make some sort of schedule, and you know what I found? I need about an extra 5 ours everyday just to get done the things that NEED to get done.

I'm exhausted!

I was told by my therapist that I really should start writing again.  I do miss it, and I'm hoping this helps.  I really need to try and control these demons, so a prayer or two are appreciated, and if anyone knows a good housekeeper, cook, maid and chauffeur that work for free... Send them my way.. hehehehe... MAN, I wish my mom lived closer... This single parenting of twin toddlers is for the birds.. But on a lighter not, Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum will be 3 soon ,and my little men are my LIFE!!!