Had to call them to find out why no phone call yesterday... they claimed not to have all the results from my day of torture 1 MONTH ago... and I will get a call back.. JOY!!

Not to mention my EKG was a little OFF, as he put it and need my Dr. to sign off on it... Are you kidding me??? These Military Dr.'s are flakes sometimes, and mine.... she definitely resides on planet 51....

Yup... it took 3 1/2 hrs for her to figure out all she had to do was fill in my vitals for that day and sign the paper... GENIUS, I tell ya...
but at least I got that out of my way...

Wish me Luck !!!!!

I hate waiting... Horrible, becase ths IS the waiting game.. lol.. today they were supposed to call me with a surgery date.... and NO CALL...

waiting...
waiting...
waiting..

wish Me luck!!!

Today was a VERY long day... I dropped off the twins with my mother, the Queen of hearts and spent the day getting poked and prodded...
EKG, Chest X-Rays, Blood Work, the nutritionist visit, and of course my favorite... the Quack...

I was pleasantly surprised with the visit with the nutritionist... But the psychologist???? He reminded me of the creepy guy on the Frosty cartoon... You know the Magician, I think his name was Mr. Hinckle... and he was MEAN... But I could feel him prodding into my head, trying to get his little fingers in there and swoosh around... I let the tips in, and he only saw what I wanted him to see.. lol.. Just hope it was enough... He did however convince me that the Bypass was a better choice, and we're back on THAT ban wagon..

Wish me Luck!!!

I am having second thoughts on the Bypass... I think maybe I should do the lap band... this is such HUGE decision... and not something you can get a do-over on... so many pros and cons...

weight it out
weight it out
weight it out


Now get some SLEEP!!!


Wish me Luck!!!

I atended a WLS support roup meeting today, and left in tears, I am still in tears... The stories are so inspiring, and it felt good to sit somewhere and NOT be judged for who you are... No finger pointing, no stares, no embarassing announcements over a loud speaker... long story...


I will hold on to this optimism....


Wish me luck!!

First appointment, and Doc is cool as hell.. CC got to go with me too, which made a world of difference... Doc explained that due to the fact that I have no other comorbidities, he would be fine doing either procedure... The Lap band or Bypass...

Great... I HATE making decisions...

Good thing he stepped out to make a phone call, it gave CC and I a moment to chat... He swears because of my obsessive nature the Bypass would be better for me... I think he is right... If I don;t feel like someone has punched me in the ass every time I eat the wrong foods, I'll be right back at 300lbs in no time... sooooo.. By pass it is..

Wish me Luck!!!

Today was supposed to be my first appointment with the surgeon... and YUP it was canceled... they wouldn't have anything else for 2 months....

solution???? find me another surgeon... this is ridiculous and unacceptable... I'll be in next month...

Wish Me Luck!!!