Monday, November 30, 2009

Boy... was today hectic... Had to get up at 0330, to get the gremlins ready and dropped off to my mom... once that was accomplished... (might I add that this has been the hardest thing I have EVER had to do in my life... willingly leave my girls in the care of someone else...) I cried myself sick... all the way to the hospital.. Once there, we realize we are in the wrong spot... lol.. finally after walking through most of the hospital, we found were we had to be... dum dum duuuuummmm... checked in and ready to go... last thing I remember was saying good bye to my husband, and scooting onto the table.. and that's it...

BUT when I awoke... Holy Heck... they had a hard time waking me up, so by the time I came too, all pain meds had worn off... YES... full blown PAIN... once we caught up a little on the pain meds it wasn't toooo bad.. except the nurses couldn't figure out why I had such high blood pressure and heart rate... oh well... If my Doc isn't worried neither will I be...

did I mention I lost a total of 13lbs on the 1 week liquid diet?? so, I'm dozing as I write... will update more later...

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Hopefully today will be my last day as a skinny chick trapped in a thick chicks body... OH Yeah, and I survived my liquid diet.... and lost 6lbs to jump start my new begining...

Tomorrow is my surgery date... through all the hoops and hoopla, I'm finally here... I'm excited and nervous at the same time... But I KNOW why I'm doing this, and quite frankly I will keep focused on the BIG picture... sooooo now, 0430 can't come soon enough...

Monday, November 23, 2009

Today was the first day of my liquid diet... I must have thought of EVERY excuse to try and break it... For a food addict like me today was pure torture....
I did well, but the evening is not over... I am STARVING!!!!! I don't know if I'll make it till next Monday...

Friday, November 20, 2009

I am sooooo freakin' mad..... my day was going so good... hubby is off, the girls had a sitter, and we were going to see New Moon... on the way to the movies, I got a call from the Dr.'s office... some issue with the insurance and my referral... AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!! now on a spiraling mission with the insurance agency GREAT!!!.. Have an appointment on Monday with my PCM.. let's see... but this has definitely set the mood for the rest of the day...

The movie was awesome, on a lighter note....

Wish Me Luck!!!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Today was my pre-op appointment...
It went well, I'm nervous, it's becoming more real...
Had to sign ton of forms, and was informed I will begin a liquid diet one week out.... so, Monday the 23rd...
I have already ordered my meds, and protein just didn't think I'd be starting a week ahead... I am an addict, and his should be fun...

All liquid all the time...
I will be doing my prep shopping tomorrow.. and doing a TON of cooking this weekend so I can leave the fridge stocked for the family, since I think cooking would be TORTURE....


Wish me luck!!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Just a quick Jot to cover my butt in case I've just broken the twins....and an explanation may be in order, so here goes...

This morning, CC was home, and we were all watching a little TV. CC does not take into consideration that the girls are with us, and teds to selfishly watch whatever he feels like watching... Me, I'm trying to finish up an assignment on-line. The girls are getting restless, because neither of us is paying attention to them, nothing good on the tele, and quite frankly 20 minutes straight in one spot is just way too much to bare....
So, I say to CC... Can you please entertain them, I only need like 20 more minutes... He grabs TD1 and says... Come here baby, Mommy doesn't love you.... I'm heartbroken, upset, appalled... I reproach him, I say... Don't tell her that, that isn't true.. take it back... He exclaims... She's only 2... I shoot back.. you'd be surprised what kids remember.. and to my daughter, I say... Come here baby.... Daddy's Gay...

I know what you are thinking... we were just playing, but I think she is broken...

Wish me luck!!!