Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Second Chances

So, I finally decided to give my husband a second chance.  We have been doing this separation thing for almost 8 months now, and quite frankly I believe we have BOTH grown during this time.  Not to mention the new found appreciation for each other.  The boys aren't really too phased, since he was hardly ever home to begin with they just assumed it was just another deployment.. So far it's been going well, and we have both been trying to work as a team.  I really did not want to become just another one of those statistics.. (The divorce rate among parents of twins is 35% higher)....

Here's to second chances...

Tag Back Tuesday

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  6.  There is NO obligation to follow any or follow back.. Only follow those you truly enjoy....






Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Existing

I have been having a hard time existing lately.. It sucks to get up, it sucks to move, it sucks to breathe.. I'm tired, and the only thing keeping me going is my boys.. And honestly, that's barely...

I know I am in control of my own decisions, and need to own up to my responsibilities and wear the consequences of my action, but every once in a while, I throw myself a pity party.. And it seems I'm due one pretty soon.

I had a pretty good support group when I lived in Virginia, but since moving here in July it's been so lonely. No friends, no family, no fun. I only pray for strength, understanding, compassion, and a winning lottery ticket won't hurt....

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Tag Back Tuesday

Mommying On The Fly





Tag Back Tuesday is another day of the week that you can gain more followers and find other great blogs to follow on a weekly basis. 

Follow Me Back Tuesday is hosted by Mommying On The Fly, and Demented Chaos

We have found so many hidden gems with these blog hops.. !


 How it Works

  First rule is..... There are NO rules... Except.. Have fun.. Follow if you want and please NO giveaways or adds .. (those go HERE..)

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  1. Add your blog to the list. (NOT your giveaways or adds please!)
  2. Grab our button and add to your blog...
  3. Follow all the hostesses above, as well as our Highlighted co-host of the week (which we will choose randomly from the past weeks Linky, then as many other blogs as you would like. 
  4. If you are already a follower of the 3 hostesses and this is NOT your first ride on this rodeo, please follow the 3 blogs before you...  (so, we should each follow a minimum 3 and hopefully get a minimum 3)
  5. After you follow a new blog make sure you leave them a comment letting them know Just how awesome they are and that you are now a follower so that they can follow your Awesome Blog back... 
  6.  There is NO obligation to follow any or follow back.. Only follow those you truly enjoy....






Tuesday, October 12, 2010

The Voices

I hear them everyday...
They tell me I should stay..
They plead and quarrel...
and judge me immoral..
and for this I MUST go away....

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Tag Back Tuesday

Mommying On The Fly





Tag Back Tuesday is another day of the week that you can gain more followers and find other great blogs to follow on a weekly basis. 

Follow Me Back Tuesday is hosted by Mommying On The Fly, Mi Cosina, and Demented Chaos

We have found so many hidden gems with these blog hops.. !


 How it Works

  First rule is..... There are NO rules... Except.. Have fun.. Follow if you want and please NO giveaways or adds .. (those go HERE..)

***But a few simple steps to make it FAIR!!!!***
  1. Add your blog to the list. (NOT your giveaways or adds please!)
  2. Grab our button and add to your blog...
  3. Follow all 3 hostesses above, as well as our Highlighted co-host of the week (which we will choose randomly from the past weeks Linky, then as many other blogs as you would like. 
  4. If you are already a follower of the 3 hostesses and this is NOT your first ride on this rodeo, please follow the 3 blogs before you...  (so, we should each follow a minimum 3 and hopefully get a minimum 3)
  5. After you follow a new blog make sure you leave them a comment letting them know Just how awesome they are and that you are now a follower so that they can follow your Awesome Blog back... 
  6.  There is NO obligation to follow any or follow back.. Only follow those you truly enjoy....






Monday, October 4, 2010

Wasted

Time is such a funny thing.  I find, now that I hardly have any what HUGE commodity it truly is, and how much of I have wasted in my life.  Wasted on hate, wasted on people that don't deserve it, and wasted on frivolous things.  I actually sat down today to try and plan out my days, make some sort of schedule, and you know what I found? I need about an extra 5 ours everyday just to get done the things that NEED to get done.

I'm exhausted!

I was told by my therapist that I really should start writing again.  I do miss it, and I'm hoping this helps.  I really need to try and control these demons, so a prayer or two are appreciated, and if anyone knows a good housekeeper, cook, maid and chauffeur that work for free... Send them my way.. hehehehe... MAN, I wish my mom lived closer... This single parenting of twin toddlers is for the birds.. But on a lighter not, Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum will be 3 soon ,and my little men are my LIFE!!!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

S.O.S. Sunday OH! SNAP! #1

Mommying On The Fly 

I found this Meme over at Mommying On The Fly..

It's all about sharing your photographs every Sunday....  She has a different Theme each week that can be found on her page HERE..

This Week it's Architecture...

stairs.jpg stairs image by RootsCorner








Hope you enjoy, and if hope you get a chance to join in..
Would love to see every ones Pictures...